banquet

Goals:

• learn to say no
• be okay with life
• let go

When did I get so insecure?

Banquet was beautiful. I didn't think it'd be so hard to see people in that context for the last time. I don't really mean to make people stay past their time.

I just feel like I'm grabbing at balloons that are quickly rising upwards, and once again, I'm just too short to reach them, even as I jump towards the sky.

a response:
just so you know. you don't jump to grab the balloons that are quickly rising upwards. you convince the balloons the trip is more worthwhile when you're around and have them fall down to the land before rising upward again.